Saturday, December 30, 2006
Hold my hand and tell me everything will be fine.I'M BORED!LET ME SAY THIS AGAIN.I'M BOREDDDDDDD!RAHHH.Been rotting at home all day.Okay,I'm gonna crap here to kill time.I'm looking forward to tml,shopping in the morning,drinking in the afternoon!Then countdown at night.The timing for shopping and drinking is pretty wrong uh.HAHAHA.As to what qianyu suggested to try drinking in the afternoon.Jasmine is coming back tml!YAY.I missed her so much pls!Ruixin is going away to malaysia for one month on the 3th of jan.RAH.But the good thing is she is gonna help me get a green addias jacket:DMonday I would be dyeing back my hair black:(I don't want!But I don't have a choice.And going back to school on the 3th:(I DON'T WANT.I am better off in the holidays,I am much happier:)
I don't know if I am doing the right thing,suddenly I just feel I'm not walking the correct way.I know I made a decision,is not a sudden decision.I thought about it day and night,I'm sure of what I want.But its her who keeps pulling me back to where I was again.I don't have the courage to do anything.Not to love her,not to move on,not for my friends.I'm stranded in the middle of nowhere,or should I say I am running away from all this.Sighs,I don't know what to do anymore.Whatever I do,it seems meaningless.I have lost faith,hope and courage in life:(
Okay apart from the depressed state I am in,enough of my crapping.Princess kwang sauyan.Prince cheryl is looking for you.Pls come online.I missed you:(Oh and before I forget,twin,I know tml you are performing for the countdown tml.I'm sorry I won't be there to support you:(I wish you all the best!I am very sure you will dance very well:)
You affect my mood the most,even when you don't do anything.Maybe its just me,I can't get over you.
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