Okay,currently I can't sleep cause I'm really INTO thinking right now.I have to make a decision,its a sooner or later thing,I can't run away from it anymore.I don't want to be hanging neither here nor there.I just read twin's blog,and yeah,she is right.Maybe I should just give up on both.One side I have only like 0.01% of chance,and another side I have 99.9% of chance.WHICH ONE SHOULD I GO FOR?This is so annoying,I can't make up my mind.RAH.If I choose either one,I might regret for one,and if I don't choose both,I will regret both.This is so fucking hard:(
Just so you know