Thursday, March 29, 2007
I will be away for camp for three days till sunday so I will won't blog till I'm back from camp.I remember I was really excited for camp but now it doesn't seem that I feel that way now.Maybe cause I can't put something off my mind.I'm happy though that I'm going camp,it is like as if i'm going overseas,taking a holiday from the world outside,taking a break from the things I can't handle anymore.This three day ''holiday break'' would be a good time for me to sort out my thinking and just cut off contacts from the world and just do what I love to do.I just need a break,I need time and I need to decide.Cause once again,I'm at the crossroads.
Way back into love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
This song shows excatly the way I feel right now,the way I feel when you are away.I do hope you will come back soon:(
I can't sleep through the night,without hearing your voice.I do need you that much,very much.Its my love for you that keeps me going on,its keeps me waiting for you,waiting for you to come back.
10:14 PM
Just so you know