Wednesday
Went over mins house and stayover.Met up with at compass first.Then we went over to punggol park for while to slack.After that ate a bit of supper at the coffeeshop nearby.Went back to mins house.Throughout the whole night I was jus whining away cause my niang and my precious doesn't want me anymore:(I actually cried and fell asleep.Woke up at about 7 plus.Was really tired pls.Washed up and all.Then min and I took a bus to school.Kong rui was being so nice to cook for us dumpling in the morning.And she wrote a letter to me saying its not from her-.-Hahaha!But it cheered me up though.Thanks kong rui:)I didn't know why did I go to school for seriously.Its the first time in my whole life in sjc that I actually DIDN'T HAVE ANY LESSON at all!Omg.Was feeling so freaking happy pls.The whole day I had free periods cause all my lesson teachers never came.HAHAHA.Yayy!For the first three periods,I was replying letters.Then its was recess.After recess I was learning F language.And I learn quite a lot!Hahaha!Took photos with my class!Played hangman,throwing mangets at the board.So much fun pls!Five periods in school never passed by so fast before pls!Whoo hoo!After school went to compass with kong rui,monster,mins and yiping.Anying joined us later on.Studied for a while then yiping and kong rui decided to go back to school.While me,anying,monster and mins went to heartland mall.Walked around then went to macs to study.I was really grumpy throughout the whole afternoon.Oh well.Sighs.Anying and I left at around 6 to have dinner at tampines mall.We had dinner at seoul garden!We ate like a lot?And we actually got to eat deer meat.First time mans!Oh my,it was so nice.Made ice kachang too!Hahaha.We were having so much fun cooking and making food.Whee:DAfter dinner went to anying house.Slacked there for a while,then cabbed home.Reach home at about 11plus.

Today,slept till about 12 plus.I didn't go school as I was too tired.Going to meet mins and monster and maybe kong rui at compass later.Then going to meet anying later at six.She is going to nayang JC for final selections.I hope she will get into the combined school:)

I really feel unwanted.I feel that mins and precious doesn't want me anymore.I'm not just being funny about it,being whiney and grumpy.I'm seriously upset.Maybe cause my ''dad'' left thats why I care so much.I don't want to lose my ''mom'' too:(Neither do I want to lose my precious.I love them very much.VERY VERY MUCH:(Sometimes I don't know why I'm so protective of myself.Its like I so afraid of this and that.And I tend to think too much till I get really upset.I don't like changes.I don't like moving on with life.I hate it.Maybe cause I have gone through so much unhappy things in life that I sometimes I expect that something bad will for sure happen.And when I expect that something bad will happen,I get really upset.Cause it isn't something I want that to happen.I should really stop thinking too much.Sometimes,I just cant help it.I'm so afraid of losing people I loved very much.Especially my precious.I know,one day,we have to go our separate ways and move on with life.I know.I don't ever want that day to come.I want to be with her always.I don't want her to leave:(I'm very sure I want to spend the rest of my life with her.

Okay,I shall update again tonight,here are some photos I took yesterday!

Having fun in class!

Me and anying at seoul garden:D

Our ice kachang:)