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Wednesday, June 20, 2007


Lets play a different game than what we are playing.

Monday
Training for pop in the morning.Training was real tough and stress mans.Gave princess the brownies I baked for her.After pop training attended the camp.I set up 4 pits of fire by myself!Yayy!We had outdoor cooking.After outdoor cooking was dinner,princess bought for me kfc zinger meal,yayy:)Thanks princess:)After dinner was confidence walk,I and ruixin set up this really big space with twine all around.And they had to be blind folded and walk through it.And we bluff them there were all kinds of things in front of them when it doesn't even exist.Hahaha!It was really fun though.After that was packing of guides room,scoldings,bathing,supper.Lights out.Because the tent was too stuffy,we went to sleep outside guides room.Then it got too cold,so we went back to sleep in the tent.

Tuesday
Physical training in the morning,breakfast was super fun.Was playing with my juniors and running around in the canteen.The corn was disgusting pls!TSK.Was like eating stones.Qianyu bought for me macs big breakfast!Yayy,thanks qianyu:)After breakfast strike tent,horse shoe formation,lunch.Then it was team building games.Punishment and lecture,then break camp!I was freaking tired pls,so Went home to sleep.Woke at about 6 plus,met anna and ruixin for dinner.Had pepper lunch.Yum yum!Then we went to buy the glitter tattoo for this sat carnival.Went a nearby playground and test out the tattoos.Now I have two tattoos on my arm.Played with swing and all,chat.Anna took photos of me and I looked so ungalm=xAhhh!Went home about ten plus.

Today,training for pop in the morning.Training was really stressful.Training ended early though,yayy.After training went to meet kong rui at her mother workplace to help out.It was a childcare centre and they were having some activities on.Kinda fun helping out.Ate lots of ice cream.After that walked to hougang mall to eat my lunch.Had lunch at kfc.Ruixin came and join us.I was just bullying kong rui all along.Hahaha.Oops.And I even took her watch,her watch is nice!So I'm going to keep it till she comes back from camp.After that she went home,I and ruixin went to meet anna to eat dinner at jalan kayu.Anna seems real quiet though:(After dinner went home.

Camp was really fun though,I and ruixin were kinda slackers,cause we didn't have to take part in the things they do,we just have to teach them stuffs and make sure they do everything the correct way.And plan the activities.

All the trainings and camp plus going out,I fell sick.Well I shouldn't have slept outside guide room and catch a cold.Now I have cough and a sexy voice.Hahaha!My leg muscles isn't getting any better,its getting worse,it really hurts a lot and I can't walk properly:(

During this period of time,I have been tiring myself out,finding all kinds of stuffs to do. Sometimes when I'm like really tired,I will still do stuffs and go out.I won't stop till I'm really exhausted and when I really have to rest,it has come to a point where I will fall asleep anywhere when I usually I don't=xI don't know why am I doing this to myself either:(

I feel like as if I'm suffering from memory loss,or I should say that I blocking out things that I don't want to think or remember.I guess I'm just running away from stuffs I don't want to face.I really don't have the courage to face it,I'm REALLY mentally tired and stress out from what happened.All I want now is not to think about it,I will just let things be this way,it isn't the way I want it to be,but there is nothing I can do about it either.I know I what I really want and I know the answer,but I'm just not ready to face it all:(

I have been having this feeling for quite sometime,but I can't exactly figure out what is this feeling I'm having.Rah,its driving me nuts.

I'm going through so much now,I don't know much longer I can hang on:(

Okay,I'm really tired now,but I guess I will play com games for a while more then rest.

I can feel you are near me, even though you are far away.

11:26 PM


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